I was so familiar with the knot in my stomach that it almost became normal. It took many years of learning different spiritual practices, clinically proven meditation techniques, mind-control formulas, etc…
for me to realize I had not sincerely asked for help yet. When I finally got desperate enough to look up at the heavens above me and say “HELP! Somebody, something, help me to get rid of these yucky, sticky, icky feelings!” I began to feel a relief, a release, and a healing began to take place from a deeper level.
Free will is a double-edged sword. We have the right to separate from divine guidance and assistance and do it all by ourselves. But why would we. I invite you to begin to notice those “Yucky” feelings and let them be the temple bell that brings you finally down to your knees and allows you to open, to all the loving assistance available to you in this benevolent universe of ours. Ask for relief from those feelings of fear and separation, and ask for them to be replaced with the feelings of forgiveness, love, and the unity of the highest perspective.
When you release control and offer the situation up for healing, your mind becomes whole again. You have the right to disconnect and separate and try to figure it all out yourself, but as Einstein once said:
“We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.”
the resurrection of each of us moment to moment
an awakening into the truth that underneath it all
there is order
we know this
the message of the resurrection is clear
teach only love
tolerance
forgiveness
faith
the worst is over
and the worst of it was all in your mind
rise from the death
of a darkened perspective
the lesson is always unconditional love
and loving release of what is no longer serving your highest good